Hi, I'm Jen, I live in England and I'm currently doing my A levels. I started this blog on the 28th of June, 2012. I am tired of being unhealthy, so I hope this blog will be the motivation and inspiration I need to loose the weight for the last time. I want to make a life long change, I want to be healthy, happy and fit. Some day I hope to be someone else's inspiration, I want to prove the people who doubted me wrong.... I am always willing to help, give advise or just listen, so if you want to talk or just know more about me, just ask :)

Super good gym session today! One of the personal trainers came over and helped me with my form and showed me so many more exercises to include into my programme. She was really lovely and I’m going to set up a proper session with her and draw up a new programme. I’ve seen her with other people and she really kicks butt when she trains! I think my favourite thing she showed me today was the curtsey squats… they are a killer though! :L 

Also, just so you know, I ordered this to wear when I go clubbing with Helena for her 18th…. I hope it gets here on time and looks good :S 30DS please please give me good results! 

Also, just so you know, I ordered this to wear when I go clubbing with Helena for her 18th…. I hope it gets here on time and looks good :S 30DS please please give me good results! 

Lets have another picture of my face! haha… Mum demanded that I changed out of my workout clothes before my cousin came round, so I decided to wear my new denim shirt and a tea dress :) 

Lets have another picture of my face! haha… Mum demanded that I changed out of my workout clothes before my cousin came round, so I decided to wear my new denim shirt and a tea dress :) 

Yay! Day 4 of the 30 Day Shred felt much better! I still can’t do push ups to save my life, but I’m getting there :D 

30 DS 4/30

So I didn’t have enough time to work out yesterday at all… I went to work, came home, did some work, went to tutoring, then came home and died of exhaustion! :L 

So now I’m going to tidy my room quickly and do day 4 of 30DS  before my cousin comes over :)

Yay! It was weigh-in day today… and I’m only 1.6Ibs away from my GW1! Yay!
Oh sweet jeeeeesus, I have to be up a 7.45 tomorrow for work :(

I literally haven’t had to be up before 10 so far this holiday :’(

30DS 3/30

So my brother made trifle… it was pretty yummy :L

Guys, guys…. I’m out of peanut butter! :’(
My family are coming over today so I thought I’d be nice and shower and put makeup on… let the criticising of my entire life begin!

My family are coming over today so I thought I’d be nice and shower and put makeup on… let the criticising of my entire life begin!

Okay so according to Jillian, I will be “shredded” very very soon. NTB
30DS 1/30 

I have always had the mentality that I have to be ‘skinny’ to wear whatever I want. To be one of those girls who just gets up and puts on anything and just looks great. But I’m starting to realise that it doesn’t matter what size I am, I should wear exactly what i want. So I bought new boots, a shirt and skirt (all of which I’ve been too scared to wear in the past). I refuse to wear dull, boring or plain clothes anymore just because I’m worried about what other people think. I have friends who don’t care about what other people think; they don’t care if their legs aren’t as slim as everyone else’s, they don’t care if their bum is a little big. And do you know what? They are the happiest people I know. So throughout this journey to make myself healthier, fitter and happy I will wear whatever I want and I wont care what anyone else thinks. Because at the end of the day it’s my life, I make the decisions, no one else. 

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